| Survey from Matt |
[14 Jun 2004|12:23pm] |
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1) Describe, in your own words, beauty: Beauty is what someone see's as attractive. It doesn't have to be appearance, but none the less, it's all beautiful.
2) Describe, in your own words, the difference between loving and being in love: Loving is when you care about someone and would do anything to make them happy. Being IN love is when you want to plan a future with someone, and you have a special bond.
3) Do you believe coincidences have meaning?: Yeah.
4) Do you ever plan to have children? If so, how many?: Yeah, and as many as my wife wants.
5) Do you fear death?: Yes.
6) Do you fear life?: You don't fear life. You just live everyday and hope for the best.
7) Do you fear pain?: Yes.
8) Has music ever scared you? Whenever my sister sings.
9) Have you ever genuinely hated anyone?: Many times.
10) Have you ever had surgery? Umm, do stitches count as a surgery?
11) Have you ever seen a tornado? In The Day After Tomorrow Jaimee and I didn't know what the tornados were, so what the hell do you think?
12) How bad (or good) is your eyesight?: Like 65/15 on my left eye and 45/10 on my right..
13) How do you think the world will end?: I don't really think about that sort of thing
14) How important are memories to you?: Memories are what genuially makes up our lives. Without them, we'd be nothing.
15) How loud can you scream?: Hahaha... REALLY LOUD and REALLY HIGH.
16) How many dramatic, life-altering events have you experienced or witnessed?: Many deaths and A LOT of fighting.
17) How many languages do you wish you knew (and which ones)?: Matt... just so you know... Islam isn't a language. They mostly speak Hebrew.. haha. But German, French, Spanish, Latin, Portaguel, Hebrew and more..
18) How soon will you get your next body modification and what will it be?: Breast implants and a bit of lipo on my thighs. Haha jk. If I got anything, it'd be lasor eye surgery..
19) How would you captivate an audience?: Singing
20) If given the choice, how would you want to die?: A mass muderer is after my friends and I, and while saving one of them, he kills me.
21) If given the choice, which of your senses would you lose first?: Taste.
22) If you could learn a trade or skill, what would it be?: I'd learn to cook.
23) If you could wake up as someone else tomorrow, who would you be?: Someone who matters
24) Name one song (or more) that makes you cry, and why?: Last year "Leap of Faith" and "I'll Always Be Right There" by Michelle Branch made me cry.
26) Pick your poison.: Arsenic.
27) To whom have you lied?: Ha..Too many.
28) What article of clothing could you do without for the rest of your life?: Socks... they're gay.
30) What do you like least about yourself?: Too many to name. My fatness is at the top of the list though along w/ self doubt.
31) What do you wish you had been named?: Princess Consuela Banana Hammock... haha my name's fine.
32) What have you gotten rid of that you now wish you had kept?: Friendships.
33) What have you saved that you wish you had gotten rid of? Can't think of anything.
34) What is the best live performance you have ever seen?: The only live performance I've seen was Good Charlotte and it sucked.
35) What is the most meaningful word you have ever heard?: Hello.
36) What is the most serious crime you would be willing & able to commit?: Um, vandolism... my lollipop stick Matt!.
37) What is the scariest movie you have ever seen?: Oh wow... The Ring scared the shit out of me when I first saw it.
38) What is your best-kept secret?: Like I'll announce it to the world.
39) What is your experience, if any, with illegal substances?: Lot's of alchololic stuff.
40) What is your favorite mode of transportation?: Lamborghini.
Name, male and/or female?: I don't kow.
Planetary body?: What the fuck does this mean?
Season?: Summer
Type of writing instrument?: computer
41) What is your favorite:
Smell?: Rain
Sound?: Good voice ((singer)).
Taste?: Vanilla Coke.
Texture or sensation?: Idk
42) What is your fondest memory?: Umm, most of middle school. Despite the summer after 7th Grade
43) What is your greatest fear?: Fear.
44) What is your oddest or quirkiest talent?: I don't have any talents.
45) What is your strongest-held belief?: I'd get a lot of my friends mad at me
46) What makes you nostalgic?: What does this mean?
47) What makes you strong?: My friends.
48) What makes you vulnerable?: A lot of stuff.
49) What place have you been to that you never want to return to again?: My summer after 7th grade.
50) What religion, if any, were you raised in?: Ha, my family isn't very religious. I dont think you should have to go to a certain church where they preach to you a certain way of a certain faith just so you can say you believe in God. It's bullshit.
51) What would you put on a vanity license plate?: Kinkytit haha i think that's too many letters though
52) What would you teach to someone else?: I don't know. How to commit suicide, cuz if I'm teaching them something they're probably getting on my nerves. haha
53) What would you want to be remembered for?: Being the one who proved everyone wrong.
54) Where must you go before you die?: Scotland
55) Who are "your people"?: My "people" are Matt, Jaimee, Meagan, Angela, and my wives Katie and Sarabean
56) Who, if anyone, has broken your heart?: To have your heart broken you have to be in love, so no.
57) Who, if anyone, has mended it?: Um, no one?
58) Who is the most important person in your life?: There's a lot!
59) Why are we here?: To live a "meaningful" life.
60) Why are you here?: Because my mommy and daddy got drunk one night at a party and they got the box a rocking and I popped out nine months later. Haha.. to make something of my life.
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[12 Jun 2004|10:34am] |
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Yeah, it's gay for me to close my journal... haha. I'll be fine everyone!
Here's a survey I stole from Mallory:
A-Age: 14
B-Band listening to right now: Is Michelle Branch considered a band?
C-Career of the future: There are many possibilities.
D-Dad’s Name: Barry
E-Easiest person to talk to: Joanna, Jaimee or Matt.
F-Favorite song of the moment: Ashlee Simpson -- Pieces of Me
G-Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms?: Doesn't matter
H-Hometown: Brewer... it sucks
I-Instruments: Saxaphone since 5th grade and guitar since.. well i haven't actually started lessons yet.
J-Job title: Student
K-Kids: What the fuck do you think?!
L-Last person you talked to on phone: My mommy... she's taking me out to lunch :-D
M-Mom’s name: Kathy
N-Number of siblings: None..unless you count my dog. jkjk 1 sister
O-Oldest sibling: my sister;16
P-Phobia(s) Heights, losing someone close..
R-Reason to smile: My friends and family
S-Something you do for fun: Chillin' with my friends. hhaha
T-Time you wake up: Between 8:30 and 11
U-Unknown fact about me: I was born on Friday 13th? hah
V-Veggies you hate: Eggplant
W-Worst habit: Like Mallory, worrying.
X-X-Rays you’ve had: like.. 18?
Y-Yummy foods: Pizza, tacos.. anything mexican actually
Z-Zodiac sign: Aries
Yeah so there it is. later
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| if only they could see... what's happening inside of me |
[11 Jun 2004|10:23pm] |
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Life can be so hard. Wow..I feel like God's given me lemons, and he just keeps throwing them at me. Yes, you're all probably like "OMG IANS BEING SOOO OVERDRAMATIC" and even if that were the case, I don't care.
I'm sick of:
Hiding how I feel
Wearing a happy face
Being a different person
Judging myself
Putting myself down
Misjuding things
Putting down people to make myself feel better
Just, living a fake life.
I don't know what's wrong with me ... so don't ask! I'll sort it out.. but for now, I'm closing my journal..
x___Ian
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[11 Jun 2004|09:49am] |
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Umm... nothing really has happened this vacation. Just plain out boredom. Yeah. Maybe my friends and I will do something today... who knows. Oh yeah! There was Meagan's party. That was fun.. haha. Practically the only fun thing that's happened so far. Haha.. did you know we really don't get that much time off from school? Only like.. 2 1/2 months or something like that.
The boat's in the water. Yay! Hahaha... I may ask if I can have friends on it later this summer.. haha. Even though it's like an hour long drive to where we have it, but oh well! Yeah.....
The MTV Movie Awards were on last night... yeah. The don't give out many awards haha. Christina Aguilera went back to blonde hair, thank fucking god. She looked hideous with it dark. I'm so proud of her though, she looks NORMAL! She isn't like a toothpick anymore.. yeah. haha
I actually think that's about it. I've been attempting @ a new layout, but I'm just too lazy to finish it.. not to mention my PaintShop Pro isn't working right for some reason. That reminds me: Joanna .. there's a request in the community! Can you take care of it while I figure out what happened to my PSP?
Haha, thanks in advance!
I'm out, comment-
-Ian
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| School's Out |
[09 Jun 2004|03:38pm] |
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NO MORE BMS!!
Yeah, so today was the last day of school.. and the last day of being at the middle school. I actually cried really hard.. which I wasn't planning on. Wow, I felt like such a friggen baby because I was the only guy crying... so sad, I know. But it was actually really emotional.. I'm going to miss everyone! Especially Abby!! Haha. I told her "I'm gonna miss you so much"
Eh... what else to say? I'm so psyched for summer. It's going to be great! Hanging out with my friends, going on the boat. Yeah! Haha.
I guess Meagan's having a party tonight for the end of the year. It should be fun, although I still need to see if I can even go.. haha. We're going to have a "water war" type of thing. Water ballooooons! Yay! Haha
Yeah, the boat's going in the water tonight though. I don't know if I can make it. Hopefully I can.
Yeah, that's about it. I'll try updating more.
Comment n' stuff---
Ian
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| Dinner Dance |
[06 Jun 2004|10:39am] |
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Okay, most people will probably be writing about how much fun they had at the Dinner Dance... but to tell you the truth I didn't have such a great time. The "dinner" was gross! Haha, they gave us, chicken fingers, nacho's, mac sticks, salad and fruit! SCORE there! Haha, basically the only fun I had was saying "sexy" to Meghan Clark when she was doing the macarana in her GOD AWFUL hideous dress.
Yeah... so that blew. I got lots of pictures though! I'd post them on here, but I don't know where my photodisc is, and I need to reinstall it... yeah.
Well, we have three more days left of school. It's kinda sad... tomorrow's Field Day and then on Tuesday we go to Sand Beach. It should be fun.
I wanna do something today, so if anyone wants to hang out, comment-
@i
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[04 Jun 2004|04:03pm] |
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Wow.. a lot's happened that I haven't written about. I've been very lazy lately when it comes to updating.
Eh... Dinner Dance is tomorrow. I guess I'm excited. I'm helping decorate... haha not really.. I just signed up cuz I have lights to bring in. Yeh... Mr Leonard wants another newspaper out, I doubt it'll happen.
Tuesday was an eday. I went to McDonalds with Jaimee and Mallory. It was pretty fun... ahaha there was this fuckin HUGE lady there.. LOVEHANDLES
Sandbeach is on Tuesday, Field Day Monday and Last day of school Wednesday... I guess I'm excited. But I'm kinda worried that I'll drift apart from all my friends... I hope not!
I'm working on a new layout of Jennifer Hudson. She deserved the American Idol crown. Yeah.. well my keyboards fucking up so I'm going to go-- comment.
@i
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[01 Jun 2004|05:49pm] |
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Yeah.. I decided to go public again. Sorry about the empty black space on the bottom, it wouldn't let me crop it off.
@i
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[21 Feb 2004|01:16pm] |
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Sorry!
This journal is now Friends Only.
Rules
1) Comment to be added.
2) Add me first.
3) Comment every so often.
4) Please have nice comments.
5) If you comment anonymously, please leave your name.
6) Be nice! And Have fun!
Ian
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| Crying... not really but close to. |
[21 Feb 2004|11:15am] |
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Well it's today. The day Angela and Jamie are officially moving out from next door. I'm so sad. Last year, Angela was my only friend. I'm afraid that I'll like never get to hang out with them again. What if the new neighbors are weird. Eew, what if they're like really nasty? Ugh, I'd rather not think about it right now. I'm really going to miss just walking across the driveway doing kareoke ((can't make you love meeee. ha), watching tv that I'd rather not be watching (ha, right Angela). Good times. Good good times. Anywho, I'm sure you don't want to hear about this:
Last night Jaimee, Matt and I went to the mall and then went to see 50 First Dates. What a funny movie, lol. Dude, Katie! Matt said he saw you like 5 minutes before I got there, so I began looking for you and we paged you but you must've already left. That sucks dude. Haha. Anyway, I recommed to anyone who likes really funny movies to go see 50 First Dates.
Today I'm bored. Ha, just thought I'd share that with everyone.
Vacations almost over. I don't want to go back to school. Stupid Civic Oration! I'm not even done my speech yet. Shit. Haha. It sucks to the maximum x 4!! Lol, stole that from Katie.
Nobody commented on my layout. :(. So, comment on what you think. I love the icon too, I'm so glad that I found it!!! EEK! I have no idea why I just typed that... haha.
Okay, I think that's all for now. COMMENT Haha.
Ian
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[20 Feb 2004|01:30pm] |
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I changed my layout. This one's staying for a while. Friends is my alltime favorite show, I'm so sad to see it go. But oh well. So yeah, let me know what you think of the layout. I really like it actually.
Stupid girls back! Woohoo... now we can do stuff without being bored. Even though Meagan's house wasn't boring, but you get my point. But yeah, we might go see 50 First Dates today, but I don't know. I really want to but Matt might not be back in time. We'll see what happens.
Kristin and Katie are friends again! Yay! Ha, just thought I'd let everyone know.
Hmm... what else? My vacations been really boring as you can tell. All my recent entries have been super short..ha. Vacation's almost over though. I don't wanna go back to school with the stupid Civic Oration. I still need to finish mine. Ugh... I hate that class so much. Hahaha.
I'm going to go now. Comment~
Ian
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[18 Feb 2004|01:36pm] |
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Hey, I was just fooling around with a new layout. It's really sloppy but I started it and wasn't really in the mood to do one so I just finished it. Haha. I'm going to redo it later. Just not now, because I still don't want to look for another picture or fix these ones. Lol.
Any takers? jk
Okay... yah---
Comment
Ian
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[18 Feb 2004|10:54am] |
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Wow, I haven't really been in the mood for updating this lately. I don't know why.
Okay, um, Sunday Matt and I went over to Meagans. We had fun, we chatted online and watched some of Black Hawk Down but it was really boring. Haha. Maybe it was Monday... anywho. The next day Mallory got all mad because of an away message Matt put on. Nothing new there. I just want all this fighting to end. I'm getting so sick of it.
Last night I rented movies. Fun fun. Haha. I got My Boss' Daughter, View From The Top and Dumb and Dumberer. My Boss' Daughter and View From The Top are both actually pretty good movies. I haven't watched Dumb and Dumberer yet, but my sister said it was really bad.
I gotta do something with Katie this vacation. Her and I like never hang out. It's quite sad. Haha. Katie, we gotta plan something!
Well... if anyone wants to do anything today... let me know. I'm changing my layout soon, probably to Jessica Simpson or something. Hahaha. Comment~~
Ian
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[15 Feb 2004|12:25pm] |
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I was online all yesterday trying to get the perfect layout up. This one could still use improvment but I really like it. I'm so proud of myself. I took the flag out of that picture and did the scribble effect. All in all, I think I did pretty damn well. And that my friends, is why I am the layout god. Haha.
Yesterday (Valentine's Day for those of you who are stupid beyond reason) was really boring. Much like today is. Anyway, my parents had a huge get together with their friends and I got to hang out with my little cousin Erica. Always fun times there. So we played PS2 and watched some of Radio. It wasn't long though that she fell asleep. So I just decided to turn the movie off and go downstairs. I made like 20$ last night too. Pretty sweet.
I want to do something with my friends today. I doubt that will happen though. Especially with all this fighting shit, it would be like half the group ((not even)) cus Jaimee isn't here. Sometime this vacation I'm hoping to have everyone over here... good luck to me getting that figured out. Ha.
If anyone has any ideas on what we can do today... CALL ME or something. I'm so superly bored.
It turns out I have to do stupid track to get my cellphone WHEN I WANT IT, not when my parents decide to get it, which will probably be next Christmas. So yeah, I'm doing track, go me. I guess it's not that bad, all I do every night is sit infront of the computer. It could be a very positive experience. Lol. Very much character building.
Wanna know what I just realized? I haven't been to one Varsity Basketball game yet this year. Weird, we went to a lot last year.
That's all for now. Comment~~
Ian
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[14 Feb 2004|11:04am] |
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Last night was soo much fun! Haha. I went next door and we watched Big Momma's House then turned all the lights off and started prank calling my sister. It was so fun. "Man Your Station!!" yaa.. so Lauren and Erica went home, Jamie went to bed and Angela and I ended up falling asleep on the couch. She ended up going in her room and I ended up going home. I kept her company tho when she had to get ready and all. I learned a lesson tho.
Lesson Learned:
never look through a teenage girls purse!!!
I was so scared. Ha.
Today I wanna go somewhere with my friends or something, but idk. I wanna see 50 First Dates. It looks really good.
Allright I think that's all. I just wanted to catch you up.
Oh, and bowling was allright... despite some incidents. Comment~
Ian
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Soo... where do I start?
I'm waiting to go to school so I'm just updating this real quick.
There that was a good start. Ha.
I really hope all this stupid fighting is over with. Sometimes people in my grade can be so immature. Joanna's dad made her delete her journal, so no more Joanna @ LiveJournal.com. Too bad. I fuckin flipped at her yesterday. Ugh... she sometimes think her life is worse than everyone elses. Anywayz, I'm done talking about her.
Brewer High School was on that MTV High School Pranks show yesterday! How awesome is that! Lol.
I may delete my journal. I don't really know though. The only reason I have it now I guess is so I can do layouts because I love doing them. Haha. I mean, all the really personal stuff I write in my actual journal, so maybe I'll start using that instead. Who knows...
Today we're having an Orange Crush Day. We're supposed to be going bowling, and watching a movie. I didn't have enough stamps at first, but Danielle gave me two. ((which you aren't supposed to do which is really gay)). So yeah. Thank's Danielle. Haha.
I hope Stupid Girl is having fun in Florida! Science was so boring without her to make fun of Mr. Price with! Hahaha.
Yeah, okay. I gotta go brush my teeth. Leave one--
Ian
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[10 Feb 2004|03:33pm] |
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Here's my new layout. Thanks Kristin for fixing my text box. Wow, that felt good. Haha. I haven't worked on a layout forever! I'm glad I got it out of my system. Haha.
School as usual was a drag today. Every single class. Language Arts wasn't that bad, but only because I talked to Joanna during the whole class. Haha. I did soo bad on my science and math test though. Ugh, Science I just didn't know anything and in math I mixed up soo many numbers and crap. I need to see Mr. T about it though. He didn't say I had to, but I'm going to. Usually I get a test or quiz back and it says in big letters SEE ME. Hahaha. Yah...
I had newspaper after school. Mr. Leonard flipped out because we were "too loud." Haha. Newspaper is soo boring this year. I almost hate it. Haha.
Anyway enough about me. Now let's talk about you. Comment on the layout and w/e u feel like. Haha
Ian
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| Experimenting |
[09 Feb 2004|06:34pm] |
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Hey, I'm experimenting with this layout. I know it's really screwed up right now, but I asked Kristin to fix it for me, so maybe she will. I'm quite proud though doing this much by myself. Hahaha. Anyway, if she does it, thanks Kristin!
Why's everyone leaving LiveJournal? Jeez, Joanna, Matt, CC and Jen! Probably Jean and Mallory won't be too far behind. Haha. I've actually been thinking on whether I'm going to delete mine or not. Oh well. Comment on w/e--
Ian
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